I ask myself time and time again (again I'm trying to comprehend that)
Unanswered questions still (things to be are meant to end)
-
You got soul, you got class, you got style, you're bad ass
Ain't no other man but you
-
And I don't know what to do,
Cause I'll never be with you
7:51 PM
auditions day
this is like the first time i've been for a competition so unprepared, i swear we completed our dance & burnt our music this morning
we weren't tight so ended up looking messy & i actually forgot my steps for the first time in my life
don't know the Overdrive results yet, but i don't know
the competition was really tough
bloody hell GIN & CAROL WERE COMPETING LA
cameras everywhere, backstage passes & etc.
it was so singapore idol, a room, table of judges, we danced damn close to the table hahah
& the judges were annabel & patrick, like OMG!
they so recognised us la, kept asking which school we were from, hah!
"you guys have it, the potential & the energy but y'all are holding back"
but they were really friendly & talked to us for damn long
bloody interview was retarded to the maximum la,
saw mel & the nyp dancers there too
the hiphop crew battle championship was better, atmosphere was more relaxed
they practically said the same thing, we weren't tight enough
of course la, we finished the dance 3 hours before auditions hahha!
anyway we got in for this one :D yay!
prizes are more attractive anyhow, $2000 marina square vouchers zara topshop mng miss selfridge
ryan from so you think you can dance is gon be judging our semis
7th sept, 3pm, marina square atrium
:D
7:18 PM

Overdrive auditions TOMORROW
gon rush down after that for yet another dance audition
groove nation's hiphop crew battle championship 2006
2 auditions in one day! we're good
got our music done at 5pm today
still damn bloody unsure of steps/blocking
omg, HELP
7:11 PM

CJ Dance 2006, J1s
9:56 PM
someone please bring me red pearl milk tea & carrot cake (the cake, not the oily one) to make me feel better please >:(
a new back & some painkillers wld be good too
stellina seng, take care you!
& to all the rest of the dancers, i know we're all tired & sick of dance but we can do it.
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You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
I took your words
& I believed
In everything you said to me
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cos they're all wrong
I know better
Cos you said forever
And ever
Who knew
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
& I won't forget you my friend
What happened
9:17 PM
I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting & hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm
lunch with mandi, ming & pris
met up with bird, majo & mabel to mix music
rushed back to school for dance
night study with drea, melly & moses was quite productive, save for the random talking moments
i'm off to bed now, goodnight kids!
11:19 PM
Jam practice for Overdrive today,
woke up late, had to burn music
waited for miss Mabel to come, tried to mix music
fell asleep on the mats in the studio >:/
it was the air con, i swear & the fact that i was exhausted
got all the steps & the ending!
Andrea's got the beginning, so we just hafta mix music now heh
one more week, girls.
headed to the army market & town to get our costumes,
met up with a few familiar faces in town
then just Mabel & i, (:
we were both tired so we went home
managed to catch the last part of high school musical!
it's such an aww show, (stelli & drea!)
-
i thought of you
were you thinking of me too
is it time to give up
10:06 PM
Hello!
Thank you for your interest in OVERDRIVE.
Please report at 1.00pm on 27 August Sunday at Esplanade Theatre Studio for Overdrive auditions (group).
Please be reminded to burn your audition track onto a cd as an audio track, as no other format (eg mp3, ipod) can be read.
See you!
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okay shoot me right now
teacher's day performance is next friday!
got dance in school from tues to thurs
Jam, please hyperventilate & die now
i'm practically dying from my stupid back which keeps acting up, body aches & bruises from cj dance & we've got Jam practice tomorrow at 9am
i'm gon die frm all the dancing
edit, secret sharing with chloe is the best <3
9:41 PM
Starlet tries, tries not to fall
Please don't hold me at all
Cos after your touch
I know I'd be
Forever in love
With my dream
10:15 PM
as of 1124pm i declare my PBL (third one this year) officially done! :D
away with PBL!
i'msotiredofhistory (repeat one hundred times)
found out something that made me (: today, haha V.I.U!!!
i think i need to go to bed now, good night kids
11:24 PM
i'm physically & mentally exhausted from dance
trying to remember Overdrive steps, cleaned up teacher's day steps
been dancing straight since last fri, had dance today, dance on wed, fri & sat this week (!!!!!!)
surprise surprise! i'm quite sick of dance (for now)
like since when! first time, first time
okay i need some red pearl milk tea, please
Mabel got me hooked onto bubble tea
Dear Stelli, please smile for us cos it's not nice to see you cry. your face gets all red & you won't look pretty anymore. heh, cheer up babe, i'll be here for you :D we're all in this together :DD
Dinah, thank you for the many many junk food items that you've been giving out lately, trying to make me fat only, right!
Lalee, your friends are funny. haha, thank you for the heart shaped lolly today (: i love you!
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Hello MDBR,
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
suddenly, I miss Jo very much >:(
whatever happened to my best friend,
the person whom i used to talk to on the phone/sms all the time
whom i used to go out all the time with
damn Australia, give me back Jo now!
17th december!
Just give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto
8:42 PM
You say hello,
inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
& I don't know..
9:27 PM

JAM (:
more photos here
http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8QcuXLJu2bM_C
9:35 PM
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
fun what
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
dance
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
play
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
take photos
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
dress up
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
SEE!
veeeeekaaayyy. says:
haha you sound bimbotic!
[[keisha]] says:
it's beverley we're talkin bout veekay...
veeeeekaaayyy. says:
hahah oh yes
veeeeekaaayyy. says:
you sound youself
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
fine
:( veekay & keisha called me bimbotic!
damnit.
dance was .. today
felt as though we were transported back to the danceworks period
oh well at least it kinda worked out in the end
& i lost the fucking bet to russell & drea
DAMNIT DAMNIT
dinner with weijie, stelli & drea
told weijie all the stories, interesting right?
passed on some bitchiness too, heh
met mae, nor & co. at rocky's
mabel came along!
:D
JAM PRACTICE TOMORROW
photoshoot, pls don't forget costumes
ohhh, i asked ryan if he was joining overdrive
ryan "no la, i overage!"
then i asked if he was joining dance floor
ryan "no la, i clean the floor first"
HAHAHA
10:48 PM
today's plans changed from studying with the dancers to meeting mabel
as usual, both of us were late
met chloe at somerset, waited with her for bonnie then they dragged me off to buy movie tickets with em, i don't wanna say this but i've missed em, they make me laugh (:
mabel finally came, spent some time in the toilet armed with eyeliner & cameras then jaime came along, sang "why you so like that!"
went up to meet mae, yub & nor
took out our notes, closed em & went to walk around
went back to long johns, sat & chilled
benji & friend came! then nat lim, mae's friend
blahblahblah the bottom line is, i didn't study today
:D
& tomorrow's friday!
plans for the weekend are lookin good
fireworks! <3
10:48 PM
When I talked to you, I was scared to kiss you.
When I kissed you, I was scared to love you.
Now that I love you, I'm scared to lose you.
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quoted by stelli/edited: hmm i dunno what to say, except that i still love you, & it's quite tiring to keep going on like this. but I will hold on
i hate it that now your new friends seem to be more important than me
i hardly get any calls from you now
you say you'll call but you don't & now i've learnt not to wait for em anymore
i guess you've got a new life now ya
i'm trying my best already
you say you love me,
but do you really
9:40 PM

yesterday was a blast!
had the 7km walkathon from school to macritchie,
lunched at thomson plaza with stelli, brendan, ming & drea
then off to brendan's house to steal his disposable cutlery & play with rocky
went to shop & save to get party stuff,
then to melly's house for 2 hours of trying clothes, makeup & being blonde & bimbotic
thank you girls, the pre-party preparation was much fun :D
melly's house was uber fantastic! i don't know where to begin
the rest of the j1s came along at around 5 plus,
took photos, listened to grease songs (:
us being dancers, we majorly camwhored
especially with stelli, drea, melly & i
j2s finally arrived at 8 something,
had food, drinks, fireworks & great company :D
if only you were there to watch fireworks with me,
it's been a year since that day at the esplanade
oh, how time flies
abandoned retro music,
kicked off our heels & started dancing to hiphop
that's dancers for you.
camwhored some more
you won't believe the amount of photos we took
:D OH SO EXCITING!
i felt tall last night! :D grinn
okay, my phone's majorly screwed up now
cos while taking a photo with yang, russell the smart managed to fling my phone against the wall & down to the floor
don't ask me how he did it
time for a new phone, maybe?
went home with della, leonard, david, wenxiang & yang
we've gotta start studying for promos, yes?
after that, it's PARTY TIME
thank you dancers for making last night such great fun
& j2s, especially those in Incandescence, i'll miss you but i'm sure ya'll will be back soon for more dinners & bitching sessions, right? (:
I <3 ya'll!
quoted from mel: cj dance is up and coming. watch us as we make our waves.
5:45 PM

THANKS DINAH! :D
yay, i finally know what pop tarts are!
today was exciting
out with drea, met jeannie & mabel
(:
RETRO FEVER!
7:16 PM
you woke up in pieces
from making these changes
& holding the ransom
won't write you an anthem
on the outside i'm trying
cause inside i'm dying
this broken heart was stronger then
now i cant stand to part with this
this broken heart
you took me for granted
now i've changed you haven't
it wont be so easy to sell me this feeling
11:26 PM
especially with andrea & mabel
too little hiphop though
met zaki, he kept saying that he was very nervous
we were wondering why.. that's cos he danced solo!
i've missed doing contemp zaki's style
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I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Till I next see you smile
I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
--
gotta go, got dance with the girls at 9!
i'm late i'm late
8:05 AM
i simply can't wait till it's 4pm tomorrow,
heading down to the esplanade for rapture, sa's dance night
i'm guessing it'll be good esp with veekay & keisha
dance on sat with the girls (:
i'm so excited, i can't wait
this week has been super sucky/major killer
got a new home tutor again, mr tan jek suan
got caught for my untucked blouse,
someone just had to add on by mentioning about my skirt
which was by the way unfolded & majorly long at that point of time
a few hours later, i got caught by michael tan for my skirt (!!! which wasn't even folded)
can you give me a break for a while please?
short skirt = :X
long skirt = :X
& now ME = :X
why, oh why does our class get all the !!!!
but right now history's just driving me up the wall
all those outlines , filing & cramming of notes for tomorrow's re-exam
10:44 PM
& yes, the best part about today was indeed, dance
had gin's class which was good as usual,
& then popping which turned out to be pretty fun after all (:
ben was damn patient with the girls, teaching us the basics & stuff
yay for ben!
got a million & one assignments to complete,
later
I like the way you move it, baby
Sugar how you get so fly
9:33 PM
today was just about the suckiest school day, ever
the whole class got detention, then it got cancelled (?!)
history just left me drained, chinese test after
tomorrow's gon be equally as bad, gp mock exam
& thurs, pw block period
didn't help that i was quite >:/ already
the only good thing is that there's dance tomorrow
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Just as you have touched my heart
Babe I wake & we're apart, yeah
& it's slipping away
Here comes just another day
That's drifting away
Every time I draw a breath
It's dying away
All I want is ecstacy
But I ain't getting much
Just getting off on misery
It seems I've lost my touch
7:30 PM